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Well 12+ weeks later after I found out I had a stress fracture in my femur that was an issue since February. My friend asked me yesterday how I felt about my situation....

I feel numb, disappointed, angry, and just trying to keep running on the back burner, I can always go back, I can always get to where I was and even come back stronger but for now I'm here with my pups. ...shigh.

I've deactivated my Facebook and Dailymile accounts because that competitive runner in me is stronger than the logical part of me. I should be healed by now but I am not, yes I still have speed but after one run, snap, and it's back.... I need to focus on me, not the runner inside me, that person is killing me.

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  1. LucasJuly 3, 2014 at 11:49 AM

    Sorry to hear it is still giving you problems. Injury is hard no matter what, especially a stress fracture like that. I know patience is the hardest part too but I know when it's ready, you'll be back on track fast. Hoping for a fast recovery for you

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